pity sad angry bout my fren...
Three days passes by like a war which take centuries,Everyone was injured and everyone was hurted.Im glad that it finally ended with peace again.Eventho it is all settled,i stil feel lonely at times.I need someone to call me,and talk about what happen today,whether it is sad or happy.Someone there to tell me that it hasnt ended yet. The love so deep,so unforgettable...i forgive,every mistakes that has been done,forget every negative images in the past.Trying to start a new journey with her. But this journey was like,invaded by a third party.When she shows love to the third party,i feel like a third party.I am so confused.But i will never let go.Coz somehow,deep inside,i know that she will explain to the third party that,it was just a mistake.A mistake which has been done blindly,without thinking about the consequences.Right now,it all feels like,i am trying to put back the pieces of broken heart ornament together,but before its done,someone will be throwing stones at it,or trying to make it break again.But with the love i have for her,i can feel that,these pieces can get together..
The Days Before He Came In
Remember about the days we had,starting from the first day i meet you in the badminton court of Starplus,till the day i found your school,and wait there for you everytime im free.WE go to Amy's house,having fun,and when we finally can't go to her house anymore,we hang out together at the playground,sharing our thoughts about the days we went through.When we were at Midvalley,walking together,starting from holding hands,till holding each other's shoulder and waist.PLaying with some locker rooms,have fun in the cinema,using my Iverson Jacket,Cheesel Kisses,strawberry flavoured milk tea with pearls.Then shift to the day we spent together doing the project.U hugging me while i am painting,have fun together,eating the prawn mee suah together,spend the nights together,watching you till you sleep,and continue the project.When i was hungry,i still remember you feeding me the soup spoon by spoon.Then i keep on making the slurping sound.Then,its my turn to feed you,and you made the slurping sound as well.AFter late at night,my gastric got worse,and i still remember the teabag pillow,your love,your care,your concern,the worry on your face.Till the next morning,i was awaken by a kiss,slowly open my eyes and see my angel looking at me,with love,its totally an unforgettable experience.When you were sick,i went all the way to your house,just to give you a kiss and hope that you get well soon.All the days we had is incomparable with anything.If were to forget all this at once,or one by one,i rather end up my life.
*above the passage is take from my fren blog...which i can't reveal his name... his is